Slow down, flyboy

beautifool_lies @ 2009-12-19T01:14:00

2009-12-18T17:14:13Z

Hello I am back from Taiwan!

What shall I say about it? Nice scenery, nice freezing weather (once you get used to it)! Not so nice parts... The food ain't as good as I thought it was.. Smelly beancurd is really fucking smelly lol. Couldn't really clique with the other people on the tour group due to language barrier.. My chi sucks balls! No shopping cos it was mostly winter clothings. If I were to buy the clothes back, I probably would have to switch on the aircon 24h a day. Lol. On the last day, temperatures dropped and it was raining so it was about 11deg. Bloody cold but nice nice I like to be bao-ed in many many layers lol. The hao da da ji pa (very big chicken cutlet) from shihlin really v yummy!

Anw on the trip I felt damnnn lonely cos like only my mom and I and the other kids on the trip were pretty young. Then I started to miss all my friends more than anything else in the world, even more than hokkien mee! I just wanna talk to everyone again! A very very weird feeling I'm having right now.

Last night I had an awesome dream. I dream that __ said, "Eh lets study biz law tgt." But it will never happen in real life since __ is alr done with biz law. BUT IT FELT SO REAL IT FELT SO HAPPY.

Eh some person in Taiwan read my name and told me that everything about my name is very good -- good career, will be very successful, will earn alot of money, will get what I want but just that my love life will suck. ZOMG. Perhaps I should really heed and advice and stop being so immature and stop playing ard. I. Should. Get. Serious. But whimsical is more me and it's very hard to change. Argh.

Ok year's coming to an end. So fast. Don't wanna start sch. Sch = Stress. Night!

The end of Semester 1 of my first year in uni

2009-12-07T06:51:22Z

YO!

So I shall try to keep track of the happy carefree things I've been doing since exams ended. I shall not wish to remember anything about exams which can be described in just one word - torture!

On the Saturday when LSLMA ended, some law friends (Mandy, Faxy, Joanne, Alex, Chao Yuan, Kaiwen) and I went over to eat Kuishinbo at Suntec! The beef was sooo yummy! Then we sang kbox until 7pm.... I was really very tired and foaming so I came home and slept before going Chomps with Faxy Eugene and CY. Then went prawning.... Where we only managed to catch 2 prawns in 3h... Quite sadcase eh. Reached home at 4 ish before crashing into bed!

Sunday I got a haircut! Yay my hair has been so long and unruly and bothering me for ages. Happy to have a haircut. Then went out with the parents and had dinner with them. They went home while I went to meet my friend. Pretty fun night out which involved eating gelato, shisha-ing while watching soccer, driving at thunderbolt speed down orchard road, catching New Moon at Cine, being the only souls loitering ard Cine, Macs drive-thru and then home sweet home at like 5plus.

Monday I spent the day out with my girlfriends! Met them at Nana Thai at Far East for a yummy yummy lunch before walking shopping and rotting.. The usual things we do. Dinner at Cine. We always eat at Cine foodcourt idk why. Came home early that night after 2 very late nights out. My momma wanna kill me already so I decided to stay home!

Tuesday was spent at home I think? OH I RMB. I went to settle driving matters. Then the sis's bf gave my mom and I a lift to facial. COLLECTED MY KATE SPADE BAG FROM HIM ---> HIGHLIGHT! Facial.. Tsktsk.. Too many late nights and stress from studying have taken a toil on my complexion. Pimple outbreak, and loads of funny bumpy gross thingos! Got all of them zapped away at facial yippee! Came home and rest. At 2am, went on a spontaneous supper outing again. PRATA! (which gave me a tummyache afterwards). Careful driving at Kembangan where I almost crashed into a van hahaha oops. Unexpected trip to Old Changi Hospital which was bloody scary I humji and chickend out plus I had stomachache I'm quite sure OCH wouldn't have toilets for me. Tried to poop at Shell to no avail so I went home. Slept at 5 plus again. How is my complexion ever gna improve like that!

Wednesday... So tired! Woke up so late.. Took a bus to Jac's house, dumped my "runaway" bag at her house before coming home. Had dinner with the mother then came home and prepared for Mambo!! Hung at with Jac's bondue group before meeting my friend and friend. Met some law friends, RJ friends. Was good was good to see everyone again. Did crazy things. I think my Mambo is improving! Went to eat Feifei with Jac and her friend! SO YUMMY! Slept at 5 plus again. Tsktsktsk my face is gggg!

Thursday very very tired. Hahaha went for Ballare where I really couldn't dance properly because of the night before. Then had dinner with the Ballare people. But I couldn't take it so I left early to come home to rest.

Friday hmmmm went for lunch with the parents.. Then followed my mom to Chinatown to pay the travel agency. It was drizzling so she didn't let me bring my Kate Spade out!! Argh. Then met my girlfriends at CPK for awesome yummy pizzas!! So good I tell you. Then random phototaking all ard orchard road... Ahhhhhh. Then home cos I was so tired.

Saturday was just Ballare and a wedding dinner. Slept pretty early. Dunno why so tired!

Sunday I tried to help my mom clear the room. Then picnic with my girlfriends again at Marina Barrage! Omg I <3 them! So fun. Kite couldn't fly. Sadness. But I love pigging out. I hate grass! Hahaha.

Today is Monday. Tanning plans failed due to the ominous weather. So I'm stuck at home! I wanna go for a run later!

Tuesday will be dinner at Newton YIPPEEE SAMBAL STINGRAY FTW!

Wednesday will be Mambo with my girlfriends. I promise not to pangseh!!!!! I WILL NOT PS. Cannot wait.

Thursday I must pack my luggage. Thursday I will see my sis for awhile. Thursday I will be flying off to Taiwan (:

SEEYOU GUYS IN 2 WEEKS!

beautifool_lies @ 2009-11-26T23:17:00

2009-11-26T15:17:19Z

i am gonna attempt the impossible, something which i've never done before. i'm gonna cram 15 weeks of what-i'm-supposed-to-know in 1 day and take the exam on saturday morning. i learn very minimally from class :( i haven't started studying. ok this is my fault. i will start studying now. hope i got the determination/energy to rush everything! yippee

beautifool_lies @ 2009-11-25T22:02:00

2009-11-25T14:02:51Z

I want to mambo now!!!! Argh haha okay just 3 more days of gross shit!! I love She Wolf!!! I'm foaming and dying it's not funny. Today halfway through Contract Law exam, actually not even halfway through, just 5min into looking at the paper, I really had no clue at all how to go abot doing any of questions and I thought, "Fuck man law isn't for me! What the hell am I doing here!" I was shocked because it was the first time I felt this way despite struggling and going through shit the past 14 weeks. Yesterday I did AS in a half-asleep state. I don't know why. Usually I'll be damn alert during exams but it seems like in uni, when you're tired, you're just tired. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz life sucks!!!!!!!! But ok I think I prefer studying then marching 32km from night till morning? Ok thank God for my life! Back to Ramraj's article on MURDER WITHOUT THE INTENTION TO KILL! When I become president of Singapore, I'm gonna propose a law (Ok the president can't make laws)... When I become part of PAP, I'm so gonna make everyone approve of a law that forbids judges from being divided in their judgement. IF I SAY YOU FOLLOW THE VIRSA SINGH TEST, YOU BETTER FOLLOW THE INTERPRETATION STRICTLY AND DON'T COME UP WITH YOUR OWN COCK AND BULL INTERPRETATION YOU FOOL!
ARGH. ANGST. OKAY BACK TO S300(c) of the Penal Code (:

beautifool_lies @ 2009-11-23T00:27:00

2009-11-22T16:27:32Z

4 exams.

After 15 weeks of law school, I realize my talents are in consuming alcohol in inordinate amounts and being able to sleep in 5sec upon touching the bed.

Save me.

beautifool_lies @ 2009-11-10T16:09:00

2009-11-10T08:17:06Z

I am feeling so defeated x10000000000000000 by law now :(

I can't wait 28nov 12noon to come. I can't wait to mambo. Mambo songs are keeping me happy for now! They're so cute and chirpy!

It sucks that there are 511 sections in the penal code excluding a b c d e f g. HAI. I don't understand a thing. My puny brain is my demise.

It takes so bloody long to read ONE case. It takes so long to just read one page of the textbook. The penal code is so hard to understand because the english in there is so weird. Fuck!

I want to like do something else other than reading law. It's like I spend so much time on law (ok these past 2 days) but the returns are........ less than miserable.

Oh save me wise man!

I HATE WEEK 9 AND ITS OVER!

2009-10-20T08:32:04Z

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I'm so so so relieved/happy, the most hated cb week 9 and presentation on week 10 is over!! I have a lot of other things to do but at least the main stressful bulk is done. Bloody hell, for the past week I've been living like some bloody zombie. Sleeping at 3am which is considered early and then waking at 7am. Wtffff yay its over (: Hope I can recuperate on my sleep cos I think I look damnnnn ugly now!! Puffy eyes, eye bags, eye rings and all horrible things Girls would shudder at. Yay can't wait to watch Fame tonight.. Was supposed to watch it a few Sundays ago but because of this freaking crim thingo I had to cancel the appointment. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha I love fruits. Everyday I eat different fruits like banana, grapes, oranges etc haha all my friends know that I open a fruit stall at home. I WANNA WATCH TV TONIGHT! Skyped with sister on sat/sun yayyyyyy so happy! I love ballroom dancing (: I think its really fun when you actually get the steps. K I'm off to take a nap. SLEEP I NEED. If only I could pay for sleep, I'd be bankrupt. LOL. K bb!

beautifool_lies @ 2009-10-15T10:17:00

2009-10-15T02:25:08Z

hi because i've been using my brain too hard the past few days, i really gotta slack off for awhile although it's contract class now and i really should be studying and i probably screwed up my midterms yest and guess what, mr vadi took the same paper as me!

yesterday was like a major lj day. morning was rehearsal for presentation then presentation then chiong for midterms and okay a goooood dinner at din tai fung before rushing back for ltb and then going for crim discussion and going home to rush out the report where i died and stopped after typing out the offence and 1st defence. then i woke up at 730am for morning class. i could barely open my eyes. i am so sleepy now i realy don't wanna use my brains. i'm like playing word challenge typing maniac searching abercrombie & fitch, US shopping. flashforward, amazng race, the superficial, how to play poker OMGGGGGGGGGGG so many things i did in just 2h and i feel so much better now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeee (:

to chiong tonight and tmr again. and the weekend and whatever argh BUSY. but i like working under stress (: BYE!

week 8 recess week BUSY

2009-10-12T15:13:35Z

hello last week was week 8. this week is week 9 and its a damn cb week so i can't wait for it to be over.

on a side note i'm finally over the phuture r&b grinding sweaty squeezy phase already!! actually i have gotten over that since like last year but have yet to find the spark in mambo and last wed i finally found the joy in mambo. yay i have officially graduated into mamboooo (: last wed was by far the most fun mambo experience ever. it's really pretty fun when everyone does the actions together! phuture was packed squeezy and everything gross. thank god for that which forced me into mambo which was significantly more spacious. OH MY LOVE IT'S YOU THAT I DREAM OF, OH MY LOVE, SINCE THAT DAY!!!!!!!!! lol (: woke up bright and early the next day for LTB where we scrubbed a house for 6 bloody hours. ok no more time for updates. can't wait for december to come (: byebye!

5th week

2009-09-21T04:09:34Z

AM DYING. my mom says I've slimmed down so much that she can finally see my chin. WTF?!?! but okay now i want to eat what, i get to eat what :D that day i said i want bak kwa and 3 pieces of bak kwa appeared! this morning i measured my waist...... my holy cow! its abt 24.5inches now and if i suck in, its a bloody 24!!! the last time i was 24inch was like in sec 2... ever since, the peak period of my fatness sometimes saw me ballooning to a holy 30inches! oh god maybe by the time law school ends, i'm not longer in existence, just a huge blob of brain mass. anyway too busy to update. yesterday inglourious basterds with gerrard and ben HMMM good show but be prepared for gore! saturday had ballare (love ballroom dancing!), used my pretty ballroom dancing shoes for the first time!! mummy and i went to suntec travel fair and we booked a trip to taiwan!!!!!!! feels so awesome we're finally NOT going free and easy... ie awesome 4/5 star hotels!!!!!!!!!!!! without the dad and sis = no conflict = STRESS FREE!!!! can't wait!! i spent some time today researching on the hotels we're staying at and they really look fit for the queeen!!!!!! yippeeee!!

because i wasted 2.5h watching inglourious basterds, ok yeah it really was a good show, i compensated by staying up till 4am reading law stuff.. and waking again at 7.30am to continue reading (note: its just continue reading, not even finished) because i wanna play squash later. ARGH BUSYBUSYBUSY. looking forward to squash (: BYE!

Week 4

2009-09-13T18:18:50Z

Hihi another quick update :D

Monday - Lawsoc meeting in the morning. Thought of playing Balderdash for Law Day. Rushed off to settle ez link card stuff where I bumped into andrew at city hall. so happily dragged him to ticket office with me. rushed back to sob to collect the much awaited jill poole casebook!! Then LTB where my group totally had a picnic (as usual)! Love them (: Then AS...... Then LTB night meeting cancelled! Hooray!! So I went home early for dinner :D

Tuesday - Crim law.. Came home super early for lunch.. Then slept zzzzzz then went to rare grandma's house then dinner at Jumbo for sister's birthday. Then came home and had a random webcam-pictionary session with andrew. I drew the house in UP which was so cute and colourful ok. My sis's friends came over at like 12am to surprise her! And I was in cahoots with them ok. Felt so happy! I love love love my sister alot.

Wednesday - Woke up soo so early for tuition. Then to school for a very funny LSLMA lesson lol lol. I did my readings ok! Then it was Law Tea!! Like some social gathering for the law people.. After which I got some free candy floss! And then dinner at soup spoon with alvin.. Next I went shopping for my sister's present!!! Lastly it was home sweet home yay!

Thursday - Contract yay I wasn't lost k! Then faxy chunlong mandy and I were printing aunties/uncle again. Lunch at astons with faxy chunlong shilei!! YUMMY. We finally have our due break on thursday again! Then was crim in which I was lost and off key. Then was DISC personality workshop with andrew! According to the test, I was an "advisor" while he was a "practioner" so while I had describing phrases such as "good listener to others", "people will come to you for advice" etc and all those shit, andrew got things like "accurate, steady contributor" and blahblah. Basically I felt like I was some air-headed bimbotic social butterfly whereas andrew was like a successful professional! But k I found out that my public self is like my private self and despite external pressures, i still remain myself ie i do not put on facades! Yay happy to know that :D Then we went to raffles city for my dinner where i ate at this jap restaurant... YUMMY! Then I had a ben n jerrys. Pig out time!! Home sweet home very very late. LTB urgent online meeting too. Did the lawsoc game proposal and I name it....... L ol-derdash!!!!!!!!!!! :D Since I only adapted the "Laughable Laws" section of Balderdash. Lol like law? Lol like laugh-out-loud too, get the pun?

Friday - Konked out man. LTB meeting. Brain dead. Came home. REST.

Saturday - Activity packed day. Driving from 9 to 11 (I really suck at driving). Ponned Korean class! Rushed of for Ballare at Bishan from 2 to 4. Then got suayed by kian to go for alvin's bday party.. So both of us trooped down to aloha loyang in bus 88 which took forever to reach. Then we decided to WALK to aloha loyang which took another forever. Damn save money day. But despite taking so long, we were still the earliest. Rotted for awhile. Then I had to leave early to come home for dinner. Rushed out to clubbed with dancers + geri. Damn damn damn tired. I took 12 bus rides in total on satuday.

Sunday - Is a sad day. Woke up bright and early. Rushed to Boon Lay to meet alvin andrew jacq and co for sailing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! First time trying sailing! Pretty fun. Was in a boat with alvin and andrew and 3 other seniors. Until now I still feel the sea motion thing I feel like I'm bobbing up and down. Anyway sailing is reall yquite fun! We got to try out the different roles too. Like the helm and the 2 other roles which I can't rmb the names. So I learn that the 2 huge things on the sail are called the main sail and the jig. When you're going downwind, you HOIST the spinnacle and lower the jig! Thennn to u-turn, you can either jive or tag (depending on whether youre going upwind or downwind). There's this "pie" thingy where your boat won't move at all if you're facing that direction. To bear the rudder is to move the rudder away from the main sail and to point the rudder is the point the rudder towards the sail. I got to try all these things! UBER COOL. We were in sea from like 2.30pm to 5.30pm! I love being in the sea, floating about, chilling under the sun. Shiok. Oh one of the roles is to like move from the stern to the port -.- Then I RUSHED home to have steamboat dinner. then RUSHED out to the airport to send my sister off. I almost cried but I held back my tears! Came home feeling so sad and sister-less. Thank you to all the people who tried comforting me!!!!!! Well anyway my sis msged me...and i started to cry! then i called her back.. and she was alr on the plane then we spoke for awhile then we hung up. then she msged me again.... i tried calling her but her phone was switched off already. anyway i just cried like mad like some baby. then i felt damn unstable and sad and baby and cry-y and like I WANT MY SISTER so i talked to andrew for awhile and ok i felt more stable after that. I know i'm a big girl now and i must grow up but like i want my sister to still hold my hand through everything!! Argh ok eyes damn puffy now. Hope I am still glam tmr :D I miss my sister a lot :( GOODNIGHT!

Week 3

2009-09-08T17:06:30Z

Hi everyone mega update again!

I have been very busy going to school, going out, readings and meetings!!!! But I like it albeit I'm damn tired!

On Monday I overslept but I trekked into NUS Law campus to meet yong neng to get my chen-wishart textbooks from the bookshop! Took a little tour ard and rushed back to smu for LTB. After LTB was analytical skills ( I quite like AS!!) and then was rotting with Faxy doing AS hmwrk while waiting for LTB meeting at 7pm. Ate chicken chop from Koufu! Yummy.

Tuesday tuesday tuesday argh every tues I have to wake up bloody early for class but its okay at least it's very enlightened I feel refreshed with knowledge after every criminal law class!! Met Wenjun Jac Carmen for lunch at Crystal Jade before meeting TS for Final Destination in 3D!! Basket the movie is damn lame and retarded but okay the 3D part was pretty cool. I jerked backwards as I "saw" stuff flying at me - 3D effect successful! After that TS and I went back to school then we sat and talked for awhile although I was supposed to read Donoghue. Then andrew's class ended so both of us walked damnnnn fast to admin block for the grooming workshop. We figured that we should go for it since I had hair which was in a permanent messy state and he had chicken backside haircut. We sincerely wanted to learn smth abt grooming ok. Oh Oh it was a very cold day! It felt like autumn and we walked to admin block with leaves falling from trees. LOL. Anw the grooming workshop was too long and so we never got to the grooming part so both of us are pretty disappointed though we did learn some stuff abt dressing and matching! After the workshop I was damn bloody hungry and totally craving for Sambal Stingray sooo we chionged to Newton so I could eat my favourite sambal stingray!!! I finished everything on my own :D

The next morning fuck I woke up with a sore throat and runny nose! So much for being greedy!! But I still wouldn't mind eating a sambal stingray anytime :D LSLMA was a waste of time as usual. Hahaha did printing of readings with chun long and faxy after class! Then popped by the free SMU doctor! Free doctor FTW! Then read abit with faxy and chun long before meeting andrew jacq and co for another workshop! Work and travel USA!! I'd love to go :D But I doubt I would. After that I was hungry and thus grumpy! So I went home without eating.

Thursday bloody hell wake up damn early again for class! Was slightly less lost because I read the textbook!!!!!! Yay! Was totally dying because my nose wouldn't stop running! Lol ok thats a wrong way to put it. But anyway yeah I felt like shit hence I dressed like shit too HAHA. After contract class, faxy mandy joy and I trooped over to Yishun to eat the oh-so-famous 925 chicken rice! Ok not bad but Wee Nam Kee wins it hands down man!!!!!!!!!!! K we came back and tried to mug for crim BUT we ended up photobooth-ing with mandy's mac which proved to be very very fun BUT unproductive!!! Criminal law ahhhh very intriguing again NOSE DYING. Oh may I add in the fact that there was some bazaar going on in sch on that day so mandy joy and I bought stuff!!! Buying things when one is feeling rich makes one happy! After crim, met Jac Jeven n Jingjie aka triple J for dinner during which I ate rabbit food according to jingjie. Felt terribly terribly sick!

Friday YAY slept in :D Woke up just in time for LTB meeting. Sports Fiesta with Vera for awhile while killing time. Skating meeting. Met my funny skating group hahaha. Then sent the dive trip people off while waiting for Jac. 08S07B class dinner at night which was so awesome to see everyone altogether again (: We ate at some Italian restaurant at Liang Court!

Saturday saturday oh dear I ponned Korean class. Overslept and missed the crim law session. Anw went down to sch to study with Mandy. Then came home for my first home cooked dinner of the week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So happy to eat at home. Then went off for tuition where I felt like dying cos my nose was dying. Then eugene picked me up from tuition and we went supper at cold rock holland v! Nice nice ice cream! Then KAP for his macs before I came home at 2 ish. Crashed into bed!

Sunday sunday happy day because I just nua-ed at home sleeping and resting! Went out at 8pm to watch the proposal with jac because the other 2 Js pangseh us! Favourite quote - "Congratulations, I'm already a hundred years old!" LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!!

Last night I played pictionary over webcam with andrew! Fun stuff! Actually I wanted to play taboo lol. I love the picture of the UP house that I drew! He drew russell which was really cute and other random wonders of the world. Now I'm gna force everyone to play pictionary with me over webcam. Feel free to pm me if you would like to play pictionary!!!!!!! OKAY gotta sleep NIGHT :D

2nd week of uni life

2009-08-30T17:01:01Z

hi i am freaking busy now i have 100000000 things to do buttt i must update on my life (: no time for caps, pardon the small letters

monday - driving in the morning, LTB, AS (where I was totally late and did some embarrassing thing now the whole class knows my name) then dinner with alvin andrew jacq and co. then home sweet home!!

tuesday - criminal law omg its the only lesson i prepare for hahaha then lunch with jac!!!! LMXLB is my official favourite now. especially the three angled noodle or what is it called. rushed to ubi for driving.. successfully did perpendicular parking.. rushed home for dinner and rushed to sch by 7pm for LTB meeting!! the awesomeness of having sch in town and town near home!

wednesday - LSLMA lol i must learn to listen 100% in class and not multi-task doing ltb and other stuff cos i end up not listening very well. UP in 3D format with jingjie after that! anddd ballare at night. supper with jac jingjie jevan and 2 other random ppl OMG so many Js!!! rushed home where it was stress to complete thursday's work.

thursday - contract law. the non-existence of a solid textbook was very depressing as i had to refer to an online virtual textbook which totally sucked. so i didn't listen in class at all. ARGH!!! this cannot happen again. hence i quickly texted ts to quickly ask yn to chope textbooks for me from nus law bookshop!!! then from 12pm to 5pm it was total stress with faxy mandy shilei and grace, rushing out crim law presentation! super stress i tell you. totally felt like a levels. well anw class ended at 7pm.. rushed home for dinner and bath and changed and slowly ambled to zouk for freshmen bash!!!!!!! ooh la la. had awesome awesome fun! first i crashed jac's bondue group (nice bunch of ppl) then drank abit like really abit with them then i bumped into philbert and candice where i drank a jager bomb. then blahblahblah met ts yn sean etc. i rmb reminding yn abt my textbooks in my almost-high state. blahblah saw eugene, had a SFL with him! SHIOK everyone should go drink that its awesome. sent him HIPPOPOTAMUS successfully 15min later to prove that i'm fine. then then i dunno randomly bumped into ppl. randomly took photos. then i went home early at 3am!

friday - swimming with andrew jacq and co... then skating with jacq alvin and co. haha damn funny i like my skating group. we chatted with each other for like 3h like we knew each other for 10 years already, had plans to watch movie etc etc --- all without knowing each other's names! then when the group leaders emailed us each other's contacts at night, everybody was like who's this who's that, so you're the guy who wore the freshmen shirt is it? and stuff like that. pretty funny. SO TIRED.

weekend wasn't very fun. met up for 405'06 and mr law FUN STUFF! nice remembering how we tortured/laughed at our teachers. slept like a freaking pig today. buckle up for week 3 ahead! goodbye!

1st Week Of My Uni Life.

2009-08-23T17:34:54Z

Hey!

So I've just experienced the 1st week of my uni life and omg I feel like I'm having A levels everyday. I think by today, I've already read abt 200 pages of notes/books/casebooks whatever you call them!

Monday - 1st day of school!!!!!! Met Alvin/Jacq for lunch. Checked out the dive booth - am not going for the dive :( Went into LTB class. For something interesting about yourself, I said I could make waffles! I couldn't think of anything else interesting abt myself besides the fact that I'm damn weird and I think of the weirdest things. Met my LTB groupmates, played some spaghetti and marshmallow game. Nice bunch of people. After that was AS which was omg boring.

Tuesday - Criminal Law for the first time! Pretty interesting and engaging, managed to let my voice be heard in class - such a feat okay. Met Andrew to settle OCS stuff, payment of workshop, went to Raffles City for my fav crepes!! Went to Funan to collect voucher, rotted at Macs eating ice cream.. Walked to SOB to collect his book, walked to SOL to collect my book (another thick thick law book ), walked to the arts house and walked back to city hall area. Omg TIRED. Came home and slept like a pigggg!

Wednesday - Woke up early for driving only to be pangseh-ed by the driver.. Scolded him in my grumpy state lol! Went to school for LSLMA... Monkeyed ard with the 2As at the dive booth before hand. Told the prof why I chose law... I said I wanted to learn cooking but no good uni in sg for that so law was the best amongst the rest. Prof told me he liked cooking too.. And I said, "That's great!!" What an optimistic and encouraging student :D After that I tried to complete the crim law presentation with Faxy at the library. Hai 3rd day of sch and I go into the library alr :(

Thursday - Morning class ARGH!! Contract Law seems pretty understandable for a start. Met Lydia at sun with moon for lunch and to resign. Rushed back for meeting. Rushed out presentation. Prof say good. Class was overtime. Rushed to LTB meeting. Met Alvin/Jacq for supper. No time for food!!!

Friday - Driving in the morning. Driver say my driving sucks (I agree). Lunch at LMXLB with Faxy n Eugene. Cabbed to school for Vivace! Walked ard with Alvin/Andrew/Jacq. Randomly bumped into Edwin?!?! Crazy day I joined so many random things. Am not joining dance again.. I don't wanna be covered in bruises everyday!!!

I am packed for the next week. I ran today! Awesome job am gonna sleep now for stupid driving early tmr cannot wait for LTB meeting i dunno if i have time to eat arghhhhhhh bzzzz :( Night!! But I love it that way (: I am not as anti-social/dao as I think I am afterall :D

i love my life <3

2009-08-13T06:52:45Z

HI EVERYONE!!

Omg I super love my life now (: It's damn awesome. Maybe I won't like it next week when school starts but for now, it's love! As in not love in the BGR way but just love in general!!!!!!!! Yest was G.I. Joe SMUX outing. In the morning I had driving then after driving I went to meet Alvin. Something wrong with either his phone or mine cos my msges/calls couldn't get across, but anywhere because of our great telepathy, I still bumped into him anyway. Alvin was with other SMUX diving ppl. (Apparently my sis has this smu swimming friend who's in charge of the back to sch dive and so she met him at zouk last night and he said he met me yesterday as well - I assume it was at Subway - but I don't know his name cos I didn't officially meet him and my sis doesn't know his name either cos she didn't catch it when he was intro-ing himself and she was too paiseh to ask so both of us are still puzzled regarding this mutual friend we have!). Well anw Andrew appeared after awhile then the 2 As and I went off to look for their white shirts (Convocation). From raffles city we went to suntec in search of the white shirts. Then err it was 3.55pm and movie was at 4pm. Oops. Bus to plaza sing.. Stupid movie hahahahaha. Met our other Smux groupies!!!!! Then we had dinner at Ajisen Ramen. We were supposed to watch songs of the sea but as usual, our plans are damn flexible so we just ended up chilling at Ah Chew. Oh may I add that Andrew drove Elson's car again and it was omg. Hahahahahahahaha. Yah then Elson left to send his sis to her dorm and so the 2As and I rotted at Ah Chew for awhile and it was pretty fun and crap and retarded. Was supposed to crash Bondue after that with Jevan and Jing jie butttt I was pretty tired so I caught the last bus home!

Hmmmmm I think uni life is so much different from JC. And I'm loving uni life more than JC. Uni is so much more spontaneous, matured, cool. IDK but I shall not commit the same mistake as I did in JC. I will not allow myself to be involved in any rumour kinda relationships. It's damn irritating and I'm sick of it (:

Tonight I'm going to zouk with my smux groupies again. Tmr is law used book sale followed by lunch with the law groupies, law pe and possibly UP at night with Eugene. Yes yes I know I'm damn lag. GOODBYE. Time to pack room/settle convocation outfit :D And I really want to meet up with all my friends before they fly off!!!!!!!!!

Update on my life happening's for the past month :D

2009-08-10T16:44:21Z

YO!

Okay finally a free night to update and record my life!! I finally got all my bids 2nd round soo my night is bidding-free!!

So since the last last post (11th July)

12 July 2009 - Was spent sleeping and recovering from a physically demanding camp! Hahaha.
13 July 2009 - Career Services Briefing where I won e$50 but sadly, this money can't be used for bidding. Random spontaneous shopping with Jac after that.
14 July 2009 - Met Gerrard since it was his block leave then last minute meet up with Vera. That evening I found out I was on quarantine..
15 July 2009 - Went for driving... Then Howl At The Moon with TYL/Jac/Lydia!!! Damn damn fun. Handsome angmoh pianist... 8 glasses of champagne.. We were all high and spontaneous decision to troop down to Zouk!! Left Zouk at 1am as agreed and felt like puking all the way home but didn't puke lah.
16 July 2009 - Can't rmb damn it.
!7 July 2009 - Can't rmb damn it.
18 July 2009 - Korean class in the late morning. Went for 405'06 Get Together at Pasta De Waraku @ Novena! Nice seeing everyone esp May after so so so long!!!!! Rushed down to Jennifer's farewell BBQ. Edwin didn't rush back in time argh.
19 July 2009 - Tuition in the morning before meeting SMUX Groupies for lunch + Minds Cafe!!! Damn super awesome fun. We played Balderdash... We were supposed to define Furfur so knowing Drew was the gamemaster, I deliberately wrote "A brand of Tampons". Yay hahaha. Elson won though! Played other random games then pigged out with fries + wedges before coming home for dinner + mad packing for the 3 camps ahead. I absolutely hate packing!!
20 - 22 July 2009 - I was at Law Camp. My first interaction with the ppl I'd study with for the next 4 years! I distinctly rmb the first night where we had fright night. Teri and I kept screaming. Felicia was damn brave!! I rmb we were told we had to do mooting and so everyone really sifted through notes and came up with arguments and stuff. I even wrote down the whole "script" like "May it please the court" (which I innocently thought was "May ye please the court") and "I am XXX, counsel for the suits. Together with my co-counsels, XXX and XXX, we will be presenting arguments why the suits should be awarded the piece of land". We were conned to believe that the Indian judge from Rajah & Tan was down to listen to us. Omg. Fright night was so scary. I really can't take horror thanks. hahaha. I will rmb Eugene the water boy.
23 - 25 July 2009 - I was Arts Camp! We tried out different artsy CCAs in the 2 days. From some Indonesia thingy to DJ-ing to Ballroom dancing to cheerleading. I think my group was damn awesome esp during dance challenges where we totally owned lol. Danced too properly at Indancity such that I was aching for the few days after! I enjoyed Ballare where we learnt Tango.. Slow slow quick quick slow. The challenge for Tango was bomb funny!!!!!!!! Anw, on the 2nd night we had Arts Bash at Screme Cafe! It was pretty fun!!!!!!!!!! After that ate prata. Went back to SOE to play the slipper game. Hahaha I am quite slow. Then we dragged chairs from the seminar rooms to the concourse to play the chair race. Damn fun lah!!!!!!! Had different formations too, like Caterpillar, Circle, Cluster. Lol I fell though. We played till 6am before going to sleep. Woke up at 9am and I left for Korean class! Totally crashed at home.
26 - 28 July 2009 - FTB at OBS East Coast!!!!!!!! Near home yay. Made more friends again!!! Okay the only things I rmb from this camp was.. "How much planning time you need", "QC QC!!!!!" etc... Rafting on the first day... Dirty night games. Peanut butter and jam and flour in my hair. Suana hot tent.. 5 ppl squeezing in a small tent. Suana hot! Blackjack... Lol. Made friends from other groups as well! Last day we had final challenge.. Though I ran until I wanted to die, I think it was damn fun!!!!!!!!!! Yay. Bussed home with Terence + Prema!! Finally found an Eastie :D
29 July 2009 - I was terribly sick but I dragged myself to RJC to collect cert + eat canteen food + meet 7B!!!!!!!! On this day I found out I miss the retardedness of 7B :D
30 July 2009 - Doctor + rest at home SICK.
31 July 2009 - Sick at home.
1 August 2009 - Met Jac + Carmen at Ion Orchard for lunch and shopping! Continued shopping alone after the both of them went off to meet bf.
2 August 2009 - Tuition in the morning. Met dancers at FCXLB!!! Cakes at Toast!!! National Day Dinner at night where I won my book prize award from SM Goh!! I am $350 richer! (Will use this to fund my diving trip :D)
3 August 2009 - LLB Briefing, lunch with QingBang!! Harry Pottyyyyy with Sis
4 August 2009 - Out with Sis.. Random loning day!
5 August 2009 - Start of my nightmare - BOSS Bidding opens!!!! Clubbing with the class girls (: Where I randomly bumped into Eugene and Jingala and Kian and Teri! Jac slept over. I slept at 6am!
6 August 2009 - Woke up to make waffles for Jac! Confirmed that Waffle machine has died.. Was sort of late in meeting law groupies at Vivo for our day at Sentosa! Played volleyball on sand for the FIRST time!!!! Bball truth&truth with Felicia and Eugene. Lol. Dinner at Harbourfront food court!!!! Slept at like 3am after settling bidding shit.
7 August 2009 - Checked out BOSS Bidding outcome. To my horrors, I was still e$100 rich!!!!! Omg. Went for 7B sleepover at Julian's house! Was damn freaking awesome fun. Zh treated dinner at Pepper Lunch! Damn smelly place. We played Indian Poker and the losers had to shove the pinky into someone else's nostrils. Michael Julian Zh and I were losers. Omg. Camwhored. Drove out at 2am for prata.. Randomly drove ard. Played in some play ground before going back.. Chatted before I fell asleep for an hour and waking up again to catch a ride from Asoh!! Crashed at home before gg out with the family. Slept at 9am?!
8 August 2009 - What came at night was the exciting part. I was supposed to go to city hall to hitch a ride from Eugene. I told Amanda I'd wait for her at City Hall mrt. On the way down, I bumped into Jingyu where we spoke. Then Drew suddenly popped up so I cooerced him to stay with me to wait for amanda. Amanda came with her classmates so I bumped into Gerrard, Ben and JN. Omg what coincidence. Rushed to get to Eugene's car. Supper at Chompchomp with Law groupies! Hitched a ride again from Eugene home :D Yay!!! Slept at 5am.
9 August 2009 - Woke up at 11am to go flea market with family. Mum made me walk from SAM to Centrepoint in the bloody hot sun. So I was in a damn bad mood. Went off to Raffles City for Ben & Jerry's to perk myself into a good mood before meeting SMUX groupies! Okay this links to the previous post! I had sooo much fun that I never felt so yi1 yi1 bu4 she2 before when we had to go home!!!! <3

Can't wait for my exciting week ahead!!!!!!!!! GOODNIGHT I NEED REST.

damn awesome fun i love going out i love my life!!!!! (:

2009-08-09T20:47:16Z

HELLO! Am currently loving my life to bits!!! Though its 4.27am now, I seriously have to LJ abt the most awesome night I had!!! (I will update abt my happenings for the past 3 weeks some other time, really too busy!!) But I really just had the most awesome fun that I really must record this down so in future when I get sick with law stuff, I'll read this and reminisce!!

So I met my SMUX groupies at city hall MRT at 5pm for a night that none of us could have predicted. Prior to that I went to SAM flea market with my family. My mum made me walk from SAM to Centrepoint in the freaking hot sun so I was damn grumpy and grouchy! Bussed down to Raffles City and bought myself a scoop of Ben & Jerry's to induce myself into a happy mood before meeting the smux groupies!! So I arrived at city hall MRT happily licking my ice cream and then KY called me! I was expecting to wait damn long for everyone. Didn't even know KY was coming. Knowing the rest would be damn freaking late, we decided to pop into Starbucks to sit in the aircon and wait! Soon after, O came and we chatted for abit! Then Drew came and the 4 of us started playing Slapjack! Was pretty funny. Then Alv came and said he was hungry so we went to food court to eat. Then E arrived after parking his car! Then we rotted ard and decided not to watch fireworks/go timbre. I suggested going to Sentosa Songs of the Sea instead cos I really wanted to go there! Sounds damn silly right but I had supporters okay! So we liaised with S and decided to meet her there. But on the way there we kinda got lost and so we couldn't make it for the show! So we randomly decided to go prawning at Sin Min where S joined us! But someone was afraid of mosquitos and most of us were dressed to go Timbre (ie. totally not for prawning) so we decided to camwhore and borrow other ppl's prawns to take picture with! Then we had a change in plan to go Timbre or some cafe. We decided to go to The Tea Party at Sixth Avenue cos it has food, games and it was S's friend's place! So we went there and played Taboo, Jenga and our favourite game, STRESSSSSSS until like 130am. The girls totally owned btw (: Its a guy thing HAHAHA. We had good tea, duck pizza, aglio olio and sausages. We played Indian Poker too!!! Then after that we decided to go check out Geylang... where we took some time to locate the chickens at the correct lorong... But I think there was a police raid so we saw alot of men but no chickens. BUT it was still an exciting experience. E was super scared. D had to drive the car. I was having fun at the back. S, A and O were in S's mini cooper! Then after going into Lorong18/20 TWICE, we decided to go for food... But in the end we stopped by Paya Lebar, took pictures in the middle of the road, camwhored, GROUP-HUGGED, smu jump and drove home!!!!!!!! (: Awesome awesome fun night (: I love every single one of them!!! Am gonna sleep now!!! 1 MORE WEEK OF FUN. I DON'T WANNA SLEEP AND HAVE FUN 24/7!! I'm still on adrenaline high! NIGHT! Oh someone msged before going off for 21days. Argh kk night (: Hope I get my bids (:

BIRTHDAY

2009-07-12T17:26:36Z

Hello everyone!!!

I'm back from camp!!! Whoopeee freaking fun! Over the past 3 days, I discovered that I'm more sporty than I thought I was! Yay me!!! Over the past 3 days, I:

1) Trekked in a jungle (Got long grass everything okay)
2) Night biked to Marina Barrage (Awesome scenery)
3) Snorkelled (Swimming pool lah noob)
4) Underwockey
5) Scuba dived
6) Jumping Jacks
7) Kayaked

Awesome awesome fun! I'm interested in biking and diving! Diving abit scary lah like dunno how to clean mask and stuff. I almost died so many times while diving lah hahaha. Trekking was gross cos like step in mud and everything but I think stepping on that suspension thingy in the air was so fun! And finishing it felt really good. Night biking was SO fun cos like I didn't know I could ride a bike so confidently and like we saw the construction for the IRs going on, with like big trucks going in and out so I thought that was an eye opener. I mean such stuff only happens during the wee hours right. Snorkelling was fun too for it was a first. Underwockey would have been fun if there were less ppl. I tried to go down for the pug but like ppl were pulling my mask, my snorkel, getting whacked by fins and stuff lol. Finger got whacked while trying to stop a goal and so now its slightly sprained? Scuba diving was so fun, can't wait to do it in the real sea. Jumping jacks were lame lah but fun. Kayaking was tiring.........

So anyway I spent my birthday kayaking! Supposed to head to Phuture at night but was too shag for that. Slept like maybe 6h throughout?

So the highlight was at midnight.. Okay slightly before midnight, when my group surprised me with a cake!!! Omg so sweet considering the fact that I barely knew them for a few days. From SOB we went over to admin block to bathe, and they brought me to watch Night Festival (which was actually to stall time). But someone suddenly having leg pain and another having stomach-ache but not needing the toilet were too fishy sooo I kinda figured it out but I did try really hard to remain ignorant/oblivious. So I stepped into the seminar room (which was dark) and everyone in the room started singing the birthday song and the gl brought forward the cake with lighted candles! This was yet another "first" experience! I was really happy and touched ok! Then we started to play random games and I finished a can of beer! Started to get abit woozy though. Woke up bright and early for kayaking. It rained in the morning, sorry lah blessings from above! Lol. After kayaking we came back to school for camp debrief/photo taking and stuff. Sad that I couldn't join the group for dinner cos I alr promised my mum to come home for dinner. Oh yes! Not forgetting all those who msged to wish me, I was very glad!

Anw I like my group and am missing them now! All the rubbish brainless games we play on the bus.. And forcing everyone to graduate before going home was funny.

I'm super happy every year something nice/special/warm happens on my birthday, I still can rmb last year's from 6am to midnight! Initally I thought it was gna be damn sian without school and all but it turned out to be a blast! Yay thank you!! Ok tired gonna sleep goodnight!

Whispers Hello I miss you quite terrible

2009-07-05T16:54:23Z

YO yo!

Using my new Fujitsu :) Don't find a difference from the old one lah. Waste of 2k lol. I did went for a run that day.... And I ran for a record-breaking 32min!! Omg. Can't wait for my run with A the week after next! After all the camps and stuff. Basket better try out the route that we're planning to take. Ji far sia.. I think will take at least 50min.. Is that too ambitious? Hmm.. I still wanna take the Singapore Flyer route! Maybe will try that after success at ECP. I will be quite sad when I've to quit work.. Though its strenuous and tough, the people are actually quite nice (despite the Eng-Chi communication errors lol).

Today I slept the whole day. So freaking tired from the whole week. Woke up at 1pm... Ate lunch, watched Youtube and went back to sleep at 2pm.. Woke up at 6pm lol went for dinner and came back..

Now I'm researching for a good moisturizer cum SPF protection, good face wash and eyeliner! But upon research, I realize my eyeliner is good enough and I can't find a better other.. Wrt to moisturizer-SPF, Vichy seems like a much raved about product.. May try that. Face wash still undecided leh. Lol nowadays its like "Eh Mummy tmr I buy moisturizer and shampoo ah.. I use the credit card ah" Lol lol and if she nods, I take it as the green light LOL. Can't wait to just snoop ard town for all these random products and shopping since I totally pigged out and missed the Haji lane flea market today. Angst.

My sis is fighting with her bf again, over the tone he uses when he speaks to her. Oh my god. I never want to fight like that in future. I realize I really dislike disharmony. I hate it when ppl fight I just keep quiet but inside it hits me real hard. So I don't go ard picking fights... Unlike my sis lol. Shit I'm gonna be a willingly-get-abused gf in future :( And in the midst of her quarelling, she dropped the Mac and destroyed the SD card reader. Basket both items belong to me as well lor. Hmph.

Can't wait for shopping tmr and dinner at home. Tanning on Tuesday with SMUX dinner at night. Driving on Wednesday and dinner at home before heading out for camp on Thurs till Sat. I realize I really treasure dinners at home nowadays! <3 lies in the West. :( Sad.

Sleep, drink milk and don't study!

2009-07-02T09:17:10Z

Hello everybody today is a wonderful day!!

Today is the most most awesome day! I tell you why. The number of things I've completed today far owns the number of things I've completed in the past 7 months of sloth. Lol kidding. Today I:

1) Woke up at 6.45am succesfully
2) Reached Raffles Place to meet Jac for medical check up at 8.14am when we were meeting at 8.15am
3) Reached the clinic at 8.28am when we aimed for 8.30am (even before the clinic opened!! -gasps in horror-)
4) Finished check up at 10am sharp (as estimated)
5) Finished matriculation at 11am sharp (as estimated)
6) Bought my new white Fujitsu!!! :) 4th Fujitsu in the family. My 2nd Fujitsu -.- boring
7) Reached Raffles City for lunch promptly slightly before noon
8) Reached home at 12.56pm when I aimed for 1pm!
9) Booked Korean class (Managed to squeezed this in before FTT!!!! YAY!)
10) Reached FTT at 1.44pm when I was supposed to reach at 1.45pm
11) Passed FTT :D
12) From FTT, went to update bankbook ( I always procrastinate doing this!! Amount is :( but still a wonderful day)
13) A tree branch fell 5m right in front of me. I may have died. LOL
14) Done soooo many things and reached home at 4pm!!!

I really should head out for a run to add onto the list of amazing things!! But I scared raining sia. If I wanna test my luck, I could go out for a run and it shouldn't rain till I reach home :) Anyway another thing/fact/happening/revelation which makes today even even more wonderful is the fact that I have fulfilled my life long dream. YAYYYYYYYY you can ask me abt it :)

Tonight I'm free so I'm gonna settle my old laptop and set up the new laptop! YIPPEEEEE!! I booked my driving test date liaooo yayyyy!!!! Gonna be really busy for the next few weeks! A breather for today and I know who I want to talk to tonight :) Goodbye!!! Off to watch Kim Hyun Joong my love.

I'll always like you... That's the problem

2009-06-30T04:27:04Z

HIhi!

Sometimes it takes a death to realize one's worth. If MJ hadn't died, would people remember him? Or would he be buried away in the limelight of other budding singing talents? Sometimes you don't realize how much you appreciate/treasure someone until he has long passed you. Aye, absence makes the heart grow fonder.

On the spur of the moment, I baked a durian cake that day that turned out really good (except for the fact that it was missing the fresh cream on the outside and ovalette).

Today I'm working at night so I've decided to bake waffles and cream puffs in the afternoon! Yummy. I'm a sucker for such bake treats.

School's gonna start in a few weeks time. I think the girls will be so busy with university to even care about the guys. Girls themselves will be too busy to care about fellow girls. Maybe we should meet up more and treasure these last 2 months we have! I better start reading up on law before I suffer in future.... But I'm just wayyy to lazy lol xD

busy and tired

2009-06-19T18:29:20Z

Hi!

Been pretty busy lately.. The cannot-sleep-enough kind of busy!

Last Thursday I can't rmb what I did
Last Friday worked halfday and went swimming -- exercise!!
Last Saturday worked full day
Last Sunday permed hair
Monday I went out shopping the whole day
Tuesday worked half day and seafood dinner at night
Wednesday cancelled work to re-perm hair and club at night
Thrusday went for 1st driving lesson and sleepover at night. I stalled 3 times and did the big 90 degree turn liao!

I dunno what I do to myself when I'm high. On Thursday I found myself with many bruises. 3 on my foot.. I think ppl stepped on me. 2 on my elbows. 3 on my hips?! and some on my hands and 2 on my knees? Plus these bruises are quite painful lor. Fun while it lasted but not so fun when you realize what happened. Goodness! K very tired off to bed>Work tmr and dinner with the class at night. Busy week ahead. Let me crash on Sunday thanks.

Eulogy to the straight hair

2009-06-13T16:06:33Z

Hi!!

Been very busy. BUSY. tired. I'm gonna perm my hair tmr so this is a eulogy to my straight hair that has served me well for 18 years and 11months.

Dear Straight Hair,

I appreciate you being with me since I was born, giving me warmth when I'm cold. More importantly you help me look prettier! Imagine me without hair... (shudders). I'm gonna make you curly tomorrow not because I dislike you but I'm bored and it's time for a change!! Maybe you'll like your new curly nature too? I'm sorry that I will have to put you through 2-3h of extreme heat and torture but rest assured, I still like you very much. You have served me well! Being able to look neat and straight and silky and soft and nice when I hate combing you is no mean feat! I will never forget you, as I have so many pictures with you inside! Hope you rest in peace :D

Love,
Your Head

So many things to plan so many things to do!!!!!!!!! My life is damn boring btw. Its all about earning money. My motto: No work no money, no money no honey! Nvm lah earn as much as I can now before uni starts!! Off to bathe goodbye.

Longing.

2009-06-01T03:42:23Z

Hello!

I finally had my super expensive meal at SWM last night! It was so torturous working there for one month, angling to taste the food/drinks/dessert that I was serving. The meal in total costs $370 plus.. Divide that by 2 and then add in service charge and GST.. My mum paid $200+ for 4 person. Wtf one person $50!!!! The drinks and desserts were disappointing except for the Tofu Cheesecake. Food was goooood! I love the Ton Toro Yaki the best, which are grilled pork cheek slices. It tastes like a cross between Bak Kwa and Bacon --- So yummmy x100000! The sushi were really awesome! For half the price, the food is really worth it! But considering the full price, it's really a total rip off. We, or rather, I, ordered hell alot of food. Such that when the bill came, it was too long for the bill book thingo. And the waitresses were telling me that I eat alot or like Wah order so much still can eat ah? And Brian told me it was probably the longest bill he had ever seen. Too bad Alex was posted to the central branch or he'd have been pleased with the amount of food we managed to gobble up! I have to make a confession. I ate Foie Gras :(:(:(:( Animal Cruelty!!! Not my fault lah. I resisted ordering that initally and ordered Agadeshi Tofu instead. But because the Foie Gras and Agadeshi Tofu were together on the menu, the waitress got mixed up and thought I pointed to FG instead of AT so my AT never came! And since FG was delivered and I know how mafan it is to have it changed, I decided to just accept it! So i ate abit lah. Good stuff but taste damn sinful so I'm never gonna eat it again.

Today I woke up bright and early for BTT! I was so grumpy cos it was so freaking early and I wanted to sleep really badly. Anyway I dragged myself to Ubi only to find out the computer system was down and so I had to take my test the manual way - by shading this OAS-like paper. WTF the whole process took so long cos there were so many foreign workers there who didn't know how OAS work. So the testers had to explain thoroughly and I had to sit through everything. My godddddddddd. I was 2nd to hand up the paper! 1st was some angmoh. And I'm damn pissed cos now they have to manually mark my answers and so they will post my results to me and only then will I be able to book my FTT and apply for PDL. So means I have to make another trip there when I actually could have gotten everything done today. And I'm quite sure I'll pass so why can't they just let me apply for my FTT now!!!!!!!!!!!! The earliest test date is 29 June... By the time they post me my results, I bet the earliest date will be in July already lor. Angst. Inefficiency. They really should just let me chope my FTT time slot first since its their problem that their bloody computer system is down!!!! Okay whatever I'm really excited to start learning driving.

Holiday plans are stashed! I think my mum is damn what leh. She always gets my hopes damn high and then blow them just. like. that. Yesterday she spent the whole day hinting to me that if she went on a holiday, MOE will make her quarantine herself for 1 week and blahblahblah. Okay lah I get the point we're not going anywhere. At first she say Bangkok then I say Taiwan then she say okay then after I check all the air fares, packages, budget etc, she tells me she can't afford the time so I say okay whatever. Then she say ok lets go to penang so I say ok cos I really just wanna get out of Singapore. Then dunno what lah not going anywhere. So she say she's gonna give me a few hundred dollars to do my shopping in singapore. And cos I mentioned I want to learn a new language, learn tennis and go for dance, she say she will give me money to do all these as a compensation for not going overseas. But lets see whether she keeps to her promise (which I highly doubt so). This whole incident has made me very sad. Superficial issues aside, I think it points to a larger question at hand. I accepted the scholarship so that my mum can grant me more financial leeway but she never keeps to her promise. When she said okay for us to go to Taiwan after I accepted the sship, I was pretty happy cos I thought yay she feels less financially burdened and is willing to spend more on holidays and stuff but NO WE ARE GOING NOWHERE. She never keeps to her promises and that really pisses me off. Maybe I should think twice about the sship. Seriously I'm sacrificing 4 years of my youth! I do deserve a cut of what she's gonna save on my uni education. But I doubt she'll ever give it to me. I'm so sad. Why can't adults keep to their promises? Really, never make promises you can't keep. Fuck lah. When she's angry, she uses my uni education as a blackmail item. But when I'm sad and pissed off like that, I can't do anything to her. I think I better save more for myself. I have come to believe that my mum isn't trustable. Adults aren't.

Whatever bye! And I'm hungry again.

knight in shining armour saves the damsel in distress

2009-05-30T16:34:38Z

Hi!

I have hell alot of things to do tonight. Again. Very busy day. Amidst really important things to do, like do smth about my future ie university, I have other retarded things to do to!

1) Memorize the SS501 rap part so I can sing and feel happy.
2) Continue watching WGM
3) Accept a university. I scared I forget to go to JA and click smth since June 1 is round the corner and I'm busy tmr.
4) Alot of other things lah but I want to sleep so I will aim to finish these 3.
5) Reply people on MSN lol.

SWM is really making me work hard for the miserable pay I get. I serve all the drinks and dessert for the entire restaurant which has like what, 70 odd tables? Wtf. Damn busy you know. I have to load the tray, use my brains to think what drink need what side thing or like how to maximize my trip out. Fucking busy and stressful lah. Cannot walk so fast if not the drinks will spill. On my way back to clear the drinks, customers ALWAYS ask me for stuff like take their order or clear their trays or refill their drinks. Wtf and I usually try not to ask the other people to help cos like easy peasy things like that I really can do what besides taking their orders, which I'm not allowed to. But in my mind, I'm totally worrying about the 20 drinks piling up jamming up cramming up. My god. Luckily today I had special special help. Phew. Luckily. Was quite touched sia. After work I went to play tennis! And gymmed. So tired! Plus the whole day prior to 8pm, I only had time to eat 5 tiny buns.

I seriously can't wait to have my meal at SWM tmr!!!!!!!! Okay stepping into the place may be depressing because it is workplace afterall. But I'm gonna eat and be full. I haven't had much time for a proper meal at the correct dinner time for a month now. Dinner has been at 4pm or 10.30pm.. CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! Oh today my colleague told me (again), "Eh I got another voucher leh. This time the voucher is for 1 June to 30 June". Sia la I wanted to say I WANT lol but I restrained myself from doing so. See how tomorrow's meal goes first.

Okay tired. Heck about uni stuff till tmr lah whatever. Night!!! Eh I want to sing my SS501 rap first.